Chronically Healing Through Writing

Thoughts of the end -so through a pen I share rawfully honest thoughts. Thoughts about my relationship with chronic pain. Thoughts about the fantasies of romantic love , and the agony when this illusion disappears. The goal is to learn from my own journey through words.

Month: June, 2015

Thoughts

Intoxicated with pain
I write what occupies my aching brain
Making deals with the voice that tells me to stay in bed
So much chatter in matter
The words rings my heart like a wet cloth
A fist to eat before sundown
RE reading and wondering was I under the influence
Or finally brave enough to sign off
And then… the next day I realize these were not my last words

Lonely

Never felt this dead while breathing